Today I woke up with a new outlook. Let it go! I need to let go of negativity and self doubt if I am going to be the woman I was created to be! I need to let go and live my life as I see best!
This afternoon as I lay on my yoga mat before class began, I had a revelation! We are always taught to treat others the way we wish to be treated but what about treating yourself the way you wish to be treated?? If I expect others to not judge me for my choices and decisions in life, I surely cannot continue to sit here and judge myself! I am so good at deciding what others think of my choices that I find myself judging me all the time and never feeling good enough or worthy enough. Let it go!!!!
As I embark on a journey to financial freedom through a less than typical job in the multilevel marketing industry I find myself judging me. “People are going to think I am lazy because I don’t have a corporate 9-5 type job. People are going to judge me when a few months have passed and I haven’t re-entered the work force since our return home. What will people think when I want to spend money on thinks for myself like yoga classes? People might think I have no drive and I just don’t want to work!” These are all serious thoughts and fears of mine and it is time to let them go! It’s ok if people do feel this way or have these thoughts about me but it is not ok for me to feed into their negativity by accepting it and internalizing it. People will always ask what your plans are, “Are you looking for a job? What are you going to do now? Have you sent your resume to anyone yet? When are you planning to start a family? Will you work or stay at home?” People are always full of questions and that’s ok. I am just letting go of the self judgement and moving on to a positive mind set!
“Hey there, yes we are so glad to be back home in Pennsylvania! I am currently educating people about essential oils and their amazing benefits. I love my job and hope to teach a few yoga classes on the side soon too! Oh yes, we are planning to start our family very soon now that we are close to our family again. Yep, everything is going really well so far!”
These are the mantras I was using during yoga today:
- God’s timing and his plan are always perfect!
- I am where I am supposed to be right now.
- I am who I am supposed to be right now.
- I am loved, appreciated and taken care of at all times.
- I am doing exactly what I was meant to be doing in this moment.
- I am doing my best and my best is good enough.
- I AM ENOUGH!
- God’s plan is unfolding exactly the way it should.
- I experience abundance in all areas of my life.
- My future baby will come in perfect timing and when he or she is ready.
Hope you all have a very Happy St. Patty’s Day!